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[Jun. 15th, 2004|03:58 am] |
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Why the fook can't i sleep?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? |
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[Jun. 14th, 2004|08:55 pm] |
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omfg ive never been this drunk before. I puked in the fucking mall bathroom, thats so nasty but i'm sorry, i had to say it. I am about to go crazy!!! |
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| BORED!!! |
[Jun. 13th, 2004|09:32 pm] |
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| | Pennywise: Society | ] |
Today was boring as hell. I need to be entertained by someone or something. When I am un-entertained I begin to think too much. About stuff that doesn't matter. About thigs I wish I had. About things I wish I did. About people I wish I knew. About everything that I don't need to worry about. I hate thinking too much. It makes me depressed because I eventually hit a depressing subject. My depression doesn't stay for long, only for a day or two. But it comes and goes at random points. On the boring days. On the days when I need someone else with me. On the days I'm alone. On the days that I wish I was someone else, with someone else. On days like these I can never sleep. So the depressing subjects get thought of many times throughout the day. These things don't fucking matter, I need to forget about them. I don't need anything, I've got everything I need. Thats what I like to think about during times like these. But I know it isn't true. I need so much. But I've managed without them. This is really frustrating. I can't concentrate on anything now. I can't focus. I need something to do. Something where everything just flows, and where I don't have to think too much about too many different things. I need to forget about what has happened to me and think about what will happen to me if I don't get off my ass. I need to be more independant, thats my biggest problem. I trust people too much. I rely on too many people to help me through everything. I need to be able to feel alive without having someone or something make me feel that way. I need to let myself be free from everything. I need to forget about everything. None of this probably makes any sense to anyone who's reading this, but I needed to say all of these things. My randomness//wierdness has been unleashed on my LJ!!!
On another note, I'm supposed to drink tomorrow. That means i get to forget about all of this bullshit that doesn't even matter, about the things that have changed me and made me a completely different person over this past year. FUCKING GOD, I NEED TO JUST LET THIS SHIT GO!!!! |
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[Jun. 13th, 2004|11:09 am] |
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| | Bad Religion: Live Again (The Fall Of Man) | ] |
Yeh so today, my mom left for camp for 2 weeks so i don't have to be yelled at for anything for 2 more weeks!!! But I told her I wouldn't go out or ne thing today cuz i again have spent 0 time at my boring house this week... I wonder why i wouldn't wanna be at a house where all that happens is me staying down stairs, my mom yelling at me for something extremely random, and then not doing ne thing for the rest of the day.
On another family note, my brother lost his cell for the second time, that dumbass. And I'm goin to Fargo in July and maybe Colorado right after july 4th. Both for wrestling so yeh theres my summer vacations...
Now for a dumb survey that i decided to take! ( survey thingy!!! ) |
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[Jun. 12th, 2004|11:13 pm] |
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| | Bad Religion: Social Suicide | ] |
Don't see Day After Tomorow, its a big ass waste of your time!!! |
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[Jun. 12th, 2004|08:55 am] |
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So yesterday me, Mike, and Becky hit up the mall for a little bit. I got the new Bad Religion CD and it kicks major ass. The Mall was pretty boring but yeh, we walked around for a while. Then we watched the first half of Euro-Trip and realized that it was horrible and not funny... Yeh so theres my night ^^. |
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| weeeeeee |
[Jun. 11th, 2004|12:02 am] |
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Today was hottness. Chilled wit some people after my last final, went to the movies and ended up staying for 2 movies. Both had extremely long boring parts but i got over it. I had to walk home though :/ |
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| lololol |
[Jun. 9th, 2004|08:40 pm] |
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| | MSI: Bring the Pain | ] |
stolen | ichi1l's LJ stalker is pammenator! | | pammenator is stalking you because they have nothing better to do with their time. They are also stalking the rest of your friends list! |
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| today |
[Jun. 9th, 2004|07:55 pm] |
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| | Franz Ferdinand: Dark of the Matinee | ] |
Today was a pretty tight day. Kicked my math finals ass. Pretty sure I got one wrong but i'ts all good.
Aside from the finals I went to the bogota swim club for the first time this year and something very ironic happened as i arrived. Right as becky and i walk into the swim club some kid steps on glass and they have to close the pool for an hour and a half. That turns into 2 hours. me and becky get bored. we call Mike. he comes down. the pool opens at like 5. We go off the diving boards and such, and seems like fun for about 10 minutes. we get bored. we leave. well, we stayed but didn't go back in the pool. talked about bullshit. got a ride to a pizzaria and had to buy shit for my house. came home. and got bored and decided to update this. Yeh so, the pool wasn't as fun as i expected. Kinda shows how ghetto bogota really is. Well, the pools actually the best part of the damn town lolololol, but they got rid of the snack bar :( ...
So yeh, pretty good day, not many complaints. Last final of the year tomorow and it just happens to be Chem right???? Die Esker DIE!!!! time to study :/
I also Strongly recomend that everyone buys the new Bad Religion CD RIGHT NOW!!!!!!! |
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| good day |
[Jun. 8th, 2004|09:05 pm] |
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good day today, was only bored for a span of 1 hour!!! I heard a lot of shitty ass music today though. A lot of Avenged Sevenfold was played :/ and then i was forced to listen to an hour of rap at my friends house... But aside from that im doin pretty well. |
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